In The Back Of Your Head (Master Post) ;; Hard R

[bootson]

Title: In The Back of Your Head
Fandom: Bandom, specifically Panic (appearances/mentions of members of TAI, MCR, FOB, Cobra, The Cab, Travie and TYV)
Pairing: Gen (but intended pre-Brendon/Spencer/Bob)
hc_bingo prompt: Cages
Rating: Hard R
Warnings: Slavery, physical violence, emotional and physical abuse, mentions of sex slavery (non-explicit), forced nudity, language
Summary: Spencer didn't actually look at anyone who came to browse, didn't care, never did. It was all the same, even if the faces changed. Not all places were like Saporta's, the vast majority were a direct opposite but they all looked like perfectly respectable people....if respectable meant in favor of owning people and forcing them to get their hands dirty so you don't have to.
Word Count: 14,648
Disclaimer: I know nothing; I own nothing. This never happened, thank God.

AN: This started as a tiny idea for hc_bingo (card HERE) and then it turned into...this. After MONTHS of angsting over this, I finally reached a place I was happy stopping. There's at least one sequel living in my head and in an outline on GDocs which is the only reason I'm okay with going ahead and posting it. Hopefully, I'll eventually get up the nerve to write the rest of the 'verse. I really need to come up with somewhere else to post it just because I spent so much time on it that I actually want to put it out there. IDk where the best place to go with it would be so we'll see if I actually do that or not. Basically, this was beta'd by everyone I linked in the GDoc for it...so see below for the list of the awesome ladies who saved this fic from a certain death.

Giant EPIC THANK YOUs: pikasafire because I would have completely given up on this if she hadn't liked it so well in the beginning and kept on me about it. b_dsaint for making sure MCR didn't come across as completely throw away characters even though their role was short. chellealistic for reading this and promising it made sense (even with her limited knowledge of everyone). And...I'm sure I threw this at some other people along the way and they were equally amazing even though I've forgotten to list them.

Title and cuts swiped from "Left For Dead" by Citizen Cope


PART ONE (7290 words)
PART TWO (7358 words)

Comments

[babykid528.livejournal.com]

W00T W00T! Congrats on finishing this, love!! I know you've been working on it forever and I'm sure your bandom peeps will adore it. Look at that word count! Hot damn!! :-D

[bootson.livejournal.com]

God. I'm so RELIEVED to be done with the thing. Like...I can't even TELL YOU how relieved I am. It is relief BEYOND WORDS! They might like it, idk. It's not really my flisters' pairing (even the bandom ones). I really need to suck it up and post it somewhere...which I guess I will eventually...when I decide where I want to go with it because I have random and varied issues lol.